can you tell me what's happening here?
the other's pain.
and then there's this mum.
this mum who shouts at her children.
simply because they call her at the clinic.
an here I am. in the past.
how much it hurts.
and the pain.
please tell me what's happening here.
I can barely keep my own chaos together.
and it hurts. so damn much.
and I get angry and scared.
'cause her children
will end up like me.